The only difference between me and a madman is that I am not mad.
– Salvador Dali
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There is no logical impossibility in the hypothesis that the world sprang into being five minutes ago, exactly as it then was, with a population that “remembered” a wholly unreal past. There is no logically necessary connection between events at different times; therefore nothing that is happening now or will happen in the future can disprove the hypothesis that the world began five minutes ago.
– Bertrand Russell, The Analysis of Mind (1921), p. 159 Full text online
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Am I looking for a life
in all the wrong places?
In random poetic noises
subserving my death wish?
In flighty words dissolving
my clotted psychic stasis?

Is all of my life eventually but
a sullen and traumatic effort
in one-way space-time traffic?

Am I looking for a life
in all the wrong places?
In mute electric tides
where the dead have their heaven?

In the deep silent shadow
where I have sung myself to sleep?
Where the heat of my flesh may languidly waste
as soothing nightmares shine their light?

And the mad poet cried:

O wayward rays of sunlight among the haloed trees -
I’ll paint my vision across the innocent sky!
O gentle madness!
In your promise are things which torment me -
things which I cannot drop because they are too wry!
Unto Thee I will sing seven songs - and the clouds always come! always come!

Am I looking for life
in all the wrong places,
among soaring lies?
Squinting their eyes,
the clowns toil and toil,
piping ancient moonlight
across my future gravesite
into the
loyal
soil - - -
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Peter Bies © 2010
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